Letter For Tim

Hi Tim,
I'm in Indonesia now,but have to back to that cold country next month...Let's do some fun before I'm leaving...
Shall we go to Oj's and have some beer and teasing the boys ? or shall we go to the club and dance while we get sober ?
Or will you accompany me to buy some stuff I needed when I'm in Holland ?
I know that you are the expert in shop....
Tim...really I miss you

Tim....I want to call your name as much as I can call you....
Do you know that I miss you ? Did you miss me too?
Tim...I miss the time when you bullying me or I bullying you...
I promise that I won't angry at all when you called me B***H
I even promise you that I wont never ever yelling at you when I'm angry....I'm gonna smile when you scream at my face....

Tim...some people said that we are crazy, cos we has a strange friendship...
we love to bullying each other but we also very love each other
we yelling and scream each other while we arguing,but it never made us hate each other....

Tim...If we have a bit longer time to be together, I guess I could fall in love with you...( of course if you do really love girl :) )cos you are the only man who could understand me, you act as a brother that i never had, you act as a lover who never breaking my heart and you are the very best friend that I ever had in my live.....

Tim....wish you are here right now, I want to tell what I'm feeling now...I want to share everything I have with you like we always do....

Aaah Tim, but all I wrote are only my dreams...You'll never be back with me anymore...
Sleeping tight my dearest A**H**E
say Hi to the creator and tell him that we want to be together someday, in a forever live....


Rest in peace Tim Adams
I love you somuch